My father passed away in October of 1998. I became
pregnant a few
months later with my last child, which was a girl (what he had always
wanted me to have) so she had never met him and vice versa.
When she
was just over a year old, we moved into a new house and when I would
put her to bed at night, she would lay in her crib and just giggle
before she would finally fall asleep. She did this for a several
months and I never really thought twice about it, I just thought she
was amusing herself to fall asleep.
Then one day, she walked over to
me, pointed to my fathers picture I had on the wall and said, "Papaw".
Now mind you, she had never seen my father before and I had never
told her who was in that picture. So, I looked at her and said, "where
is your papaw?". She then took my hand, led me to the
staircase, pointed up to her room and again said, "Papaw".
I tell that story to different people and most of them laugh at me.
But I truly believe that it was my father up there playing with her
until she went to sleep. He wanted nothing more than for me or my
sister to have a granddaughter for him to spoil while he was alive.
And neither one of us did. But within 6 months of his death we both
became pregnant...with girls.
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